I simply can not quieten my mind.
No matter what I do, or what I tell myself; the whirling, twirling, tangle of thinking just keeps rolling through like a train that has zoomed nonstop through all stations.
I guess it is the hyper adrenalin residue of a term of teaching, but it just seems like a massive waste of limited vacation time. And that thought doesn’t help in anyway!
It would be tolerable if there was a attaching burst of energy, but there isn’t. I am exhausted. I try to sleep, but the head is on busy business. Damn.
The Big Whatever is playing games with me, I just know it.