When outside and inside is all inside.

sleep pink

I simply can not quieten my mind.

No matter what I do, or what I tell myself; the whirling, twirling, tangle of thinking just keeps rolling through like a train that has zoomed nonstop through all stations.

I guess it is the hyper adrenalin residue of a term of teaching, but it just seems like a massive waste of limited vacation time. And that thought doesn’t help in anyway!

It would be tolerable if there was a attaching burst of energy, but there isn’t. I am exhausted.  I try to sleep, but the head is on busy business. Damn.

The Big Whatever is playing games with me, I just know it.

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7 thoughts on “When outside and inside is all inside.

  1. I do know what you talking about, to an extent anyway, and brisk walking helps me to an extent because it burns off excess adrenalin. I just hope you get on top of it, and if all else fails take the Carol route, although in my case I skip the chocolate

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